there’s no god to blame, but if he’s real - he’s got a lot of forgiveness to beg for.
if there is a god: my god wouldn’t let innocent kids get cancer, good people living on the streets, or beautiful people that would rather die than be here.
this world is so fucked up & i want so badly for it to change, i wish there was someone else to blame, but a fictional character in a book has no place. he is not here.
no one, no “god”, no “jesus christ” should have that much power. there’s no place in “heaven” for condescending, narcissistic fucks
fuck your god complex, fuck cancer, & fuck the “god” who let it happen. if he is real, he’s got everyone played. if he is real, he’s really the devil just pretending to be pure. if he is real, he’s a goddamn bastard.
i’m a good person - i just can’t believe in something that has proven to be so evil & so sadistic.
i’m a good person - i just don’t believe in hurting people who don’t deserve it & watching indoctrinated pricks defend it.
i’d rather believe that this earth is unfair & people catch cancer, bad luck, & depression simply because this world isn’t clean anymore. i’d rather believe that there’s a cycle in life & we’re all to blame for being so ignorant.
i’d rather be naive & believe that one day the earth will balance out & everything will be ok.
i don’t have any power, but i have hope: i hope science finds a cure for cancer & kids can be kids again & play. i hope the poor find their place; a home, a person, love & luck. i hope those struggling find happiness & fall in love with being alive.
“god,” i hope you find.