#anorexiaawareness

been kind of debating whether to post a personal picture of myself for a while because I’m scared someone I know irl will find this account, but I’ve decided to post anyway because if they do find me and what this is my recovery and I’m glad to be sharing it. But here I am the face behind this account 😂 #eatittobeatit #edfighter #recoverywin #anorexianervosarecovery #fuckana #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecovering #anorexia #anorexiasucks #anorexiaawareness #anorexiasurvivor #anorexiasoldier #beatinganorexia #edwarrior #edsoldier

Our oven broke yesterday. So I can’t bake for now anymore. That’s actually a really bad thing because baking is one of my only distractions. I really love baking and when I bake I don’t go for a walk or bike ride. I’d be just baking. I’m pretty concerned that it won’t be fixed by Tuesday. Tomorrow is eating clinic day. But Tuesday I have to spend alone after lunch. So if you have ideas to distract myself I’d really appreciate that!

Breakfast porridge had TONES of jam! It’s a big portion to but I’m trying to be strong! #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Afternoon tea time, Having a skim coffee ☕️ and a bowl of fruity bites while watching season eight of adventure time 🗡 #coffee #coffeelover #coffeetime #coffee_inst #coffeemug #bmo #marcelinethevampirequeen #princessbubblegum #pb #flameprincess #adventuretime #adventuretimefan #season8 #lumpyspaceprincess #lsp #finthehuman #jakethedog #iceking #anorexianervousa #anorexiaawareness #anorexianervosarecover #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #followme #followplease

This is beautiful. . . Credit: @talesofmaya_ . . . . : . . #Bodypositivity #positive #recovery #anorexiaawareness #depression #depressed #depressionawareness #anorexiarecovery #depressionrecovery #selfharmrecovery #sad #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #anxietyawareness #anxious #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexiarecovery #relapse

The line between self care and self destruction is a fine one but god do I work it hard. . . . . . . . #Bodypositivity #positive #recovery #anorexiaawareness #depression #depressed #depressionawareness #anorexiarecovery #depressionrecovery #selfharmrecovery #sad #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #anxietyawareness #anxious #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexiarecovery #relapse

here’s that poem :) • this is a messy first draft i wrote a while ago, like fall break a while ago. don’t remember what i called it; not sure if it really matters haha. welcome to a poet’s journal. • a lot has happened. i find myself saying that frequently for some reason. i guess a lot kinda happens in life sequentially. right now, things aren’t hard, but they aren’t fabulous. i actually am recovering from ~theFLU~ so that’s been fun, but otherwise i’ve been doing... okay. not great, not terrible. just okay. • many stressful things are happening as i speak rn. school is stressful @crellin iykyk and my relationships have been beyond stressful as well. all of this stress equates (at least for me) to anxiety and ed. as a result, yes. it’s been difficult to meet exchanges lately. • difficulty means hardship. difficulty also means an opportunity. more specifically, difficulty equates to a chance for you to prove them wrong. it’s a chance for you to fight back. it’s a live example of a time to use skills! that’s pretty cool imo • so. i’ve pulled out all the stops. it’s time to get back on track after these few days of slipping. my body deserves nourishment. so does yours. and i know, it’s so freakin hard to truly believe, but as my best friend says to me all the time (just ask her), “i have no reason to lie to you.” yeah. • i think about that a lot. love you all. - -

Ok let’s do this again... trying to get to 150lbs body weight. I tried this last year and gave up at 145 but I’m not going to give up this time. Oh and here’s something that I came up with. Doesn’t have to be a back day, it can be a good finisher to any workout. - - - - - - - - - - - #myjourney #fitness #smallmanbiggains #fitnessmotivation #lifestyle #grind #2018goals #mylife #fitnessjourney #smallgainseveryday #fittestaddiction #teenbodybuilding #teenbodybuildingmotivation #strivetobeyourbest #gymshark66 #fitness #bodybuilding #weightlifting #myproteinuk #skinnyguyproblems #skinnyguybulking #bench #slowlybutsurely #flexin #flexfam #ankrexiarecovery #anorexiaawareness @bodybuildingcom #bulking @gymshark @myproteinuk @myproteinus #selfcare

💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾 Mental Health! Autism! ADHD! Agoraphobia! Depression! Anorexia! Suicide! Self Harm! Anxiety! Social Anxiety! Bipolar! Suicide Awareness! Anorexia Awareness! Self Harm Awareness! Disability Awareness! Disability Rights! Human Rights! Humanity! Stand Up! Reach Out! Stay Strong! It’s Not Easy! God Bless! 💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾

Don’t move backwards. Move forward. #anxietyrelief #anxietyhelp #anxietyawareness #anxietyfighter #anxietysucks #depressionhelp #depressionawareness #depression #depressionsupport #depressionandanxiety #depressionkills #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafight #anorexiaawareness #anorexiarecover #recovery #recoveryquotes #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #recoverysayings #ocdawareness #ocdrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthquotes #mentalhealthrecovery #loveyourself #selflove

Dinner- Wicked kitchen vegan curry🍛 Sorry for not being active today I just really haven’t done much other than play sims 4, done some art work and had a bath. Yesterday I went to the cinema with my friend and I spontaneously had mcdonald’s which I felt super guilty for later that night but tried to ignore ana and went to sleep😁 I hope you are all doing amazing and keep fighting💪🏼x

It’s a doc marten kind of day 🖤 #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattobeatit #mentalhealthawareness #positivevibes #skinnybutstrong #anorexiaawareness #depression #fashion #ootd #anxiety #foodie #recovery

Snack was actually three homemade Smore‘s with some milk but I only have this crappy photo. This was both a challenge and a first. I’ve never done this before so I am kind of proud. I don’t even like marshmallows that much but this was good :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Oh...my...god... GUYS!!!! I made these myself and I CAN’T believe HOW GOOD THE BACON ONES ARE!!! I’M A FRIGGEN GENIUS!! #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Today’s breakfast was actually inspired by @ctwfoodblog ^^ #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Hellouuw friendzzz, Meine Therapeutin war diese Woche nicht da und ich bin mit meiner Vertretungstherapeutin leider echt nicht gut klar gekommen. Um so mehr freut es mich, dass es nur für diese Woche war und nächste Woche wieder alles nach Plan läuft. Zudem finde ich meinen Therapieplan für nächste echt gut! Vielleicht geht's dann mal wieder bergauf, denn gerade läuft's ja nicht so rund. Von morgen auf Sonntag bin ich beurlaubt. Meine Mama besucht mich gerade und wir sind in einer Ferienwohnung in Prien. Wir waren heute schön einkaufen und morgen geht's nach Salzburg:) Bis dann #eatittobeatit #anawarrior #anorexia #eatingdisorderwarrior #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisordercommunity #ed #bulimie #bulimic #anorexianervosa #bulimianervosa #depression #anxiety #socialanxiety #fight #eatingdisorderawareness #edawareness #anorexiaawareness #recoveryisworthit #recoverywin   #recoveryispossible #healthynotskinny #healthynothungry #strongnotskinny #klinik #schönklinikroseneck

Not long until the launch of the second edition of Hope with Eating Disorders by Lynn Crilly! The book has already received praise from readers, including the support group Men Get Eating Disorders Too on Facebook. They praised the "marvellous contribution from Dr Russell Delderfield on eating disorders in men". The book is out on February 28! #eatingdisorders #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexia #anorexiaawareness

🦄💚Anorexia is... migraines, stomach pain, muscle weakness, shaky hands, blurry vision, unsteady focus, sobbing uncontrollably, self-hatred, passing out, dizziness, countless stares, screaming families, terrified friends, distorted mirrors, angry scales, disordered realities, failing organs, easy bruising, social withdrawal, starvation, coma, death. But hey, you get skinny, right? Wrong. You will never be skinny. You will look at yourself in the mirror every moment you get the chance, and you will only see the fat hanging over your jeans, the fat clinging to your stomach, the fat on your legs, your arms, everywhere. You will never be skinny, at least not in your mind. Also... many of those suffering from anorexia are either a healthy weight or overweight. “Anorexic” is not, never has been, and never should be a synonym for “skinny”.💚🦄 #anorexiafighter #anorexia #anorexic #edrecovery #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderawareness #bulimiarecovery #food #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #mentalhealth #edwarrior #prorecovery #skinny #bodydysmorphia #health #anxiety #depression #selflove #bodypositive #beyou #hereforyou #recoveryispossible #smile #behappy #selfcare #staystrong #progress

Snack :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Don’t waste your time and energy on trying to win over the haters, use it to surprise and impress those who have been with you from the beginning 💫#mentalhealthawareness #anorexiarecovery #ptsd #anorexia #anxiety #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #ptsdawareness #ptsdrecovery #anxietyrelief #anxietyhelp #anxietyrecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexicnervosa #anorexiaawareness #bopo #bodypositive #bodypositivity #selfhelp #selfcare #selflove #selfacceptance #thickandcurvy #girlswithtattoos #thickthighs

Happy belated Valentines to all of you beautiful people, love all of those around you but most importantly yourself 💙 #mentalhealthawareness #anorexiarecovery #ptsd #anorexia #anxiety #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #ptsdawareness #ptsdrecovery #anxietyrelief #anxietyhelp #anxietyrecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexicnervosa #anorexiaawareness #bopo #bodypositive #bodypositivity #selfhelp #selfcare #selflove #selfacceptance #thickandcurvy #girlswithtattoos #thickthighs

I went clothes shopping SUCCESSFULLY | BYE ANA LATER BITCH NO TIME FOR YOU TODAY 🙅🏼‍♀️ #mentalhealthawareness #anorexiarecovery #ptsd #anorexia #anxiety #mentalhealthwarrior #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #ptsdawareness #ptsdrecovery #anxietyrelief #anxietyhelp #anxietyrecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexicnervosa #anorexiaawareness #bopo #bodypositive #bodypositivity #selfhelp #selfcare #selflove #selfacceptance #thickandcurvy #girlswithtattoos #thickthighs

Lunch! :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Afternoon tea time, Having a skim coffee ☕️ and a bowl of fruity bites while watching season seven of adventure time 🗡 #coffee #coffeelover #coffeetime #coffee_inst #coffeemug #bmo #marcelinethevampirequeen #princessbubblegum #pb #adventuretime #adventuretimefan #season7 #lumpyspaceprincess #lsp #finthehuman #jakethedog #iceking #anorexianervousa #anorexiaawareness #anorexianervosarecover #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #followme #followplease

Breakfast is cinnabomb porridge! I put so much cinnamon it ain’t even funny! 😂😂 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

Hm hm hm 🙃🙃 . . . . . . #Bodypositivity #positive #recovery #anorexiaawareness #depression #depressed #depressionawareness #anorexiarecovery #depressionrecovery #selfharmrecovery #sad #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #anxietyawareness #anxious #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexiarecovery #relapse

Tbh I’m really lonely, also I feel real nauseous rn so 😔✊ . . . . . . #Bodypositivity #positive #recovery #anorexiaawareness #depression #depressed #depressionawareness #anorexiarecovery #depressionrecovery #selfharmrecovery #sad #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #anxietyawareness #anxious #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexiarecovery #relapse

Idk man . . . . . . . #Bodypositivity #positive #recovery #anorexiaawareness #depression #depressed #depressionawareness #anorexiarecovery #depressionrecovery #selfharmrecovery #sad #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #anxietyawareness #anxious #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexiarecovery #relapse

Keep your chin up :) . . . . . #Bodypositivity #positive #recovery #anorexiaawareness #depression #depressed #depressionawareness #anorexiarecovery #depressionrecovery #selfharmrecovery #sad #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #anxietyawareness #anxious #anorexia #anorexiaawareness #anorexiarelapse #anorexiarecovery #relapse

Már kezdjük megismerni egymást a kutyámmal. Minden napot élvezek vele , úgyhogy a hetem boldog volt! De azért nem tökéletes, a doby positive elég rossz. #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryfromanorexia #anorexic #anorexicgirl #anorexiafight #anorexiafighter #anorexiarecover #anorexiaquotes #anorexiawarrior #anorexiarelapse #fuckanorexia #anorexiasucks #anorexiarecovering #anorexiaproblems #beatinganorexia #fightanorexia #anorexianervousa #anorexiaawareness #anorexiasurvivor #anorexiasoldier #anorexiafamily #nutridrink #nutricia #ed #edfight #edfighter #ana #anarecovery

The first 4 episodes of my 'Wicked Mirrors' series about #anorexia and pro #ana is up on YouTube (link in bio). The final 4 episodes come out on Feb. 21st. Its inspired by the tale of Snow White. #femalefilmmakers #wickedmirrors #fairytale #fairytalefilms #darkfairytale #snowwhite #eatingdisorderawareness #mia #bulimia #thin #thinspired #anorexiaawareness #youngadult #fairytaleadaptation

Anorexia is real #anorexiaawareness #work #dogs #cute #puppies #puppy #meme #funny #employee #love #instagood #me #tbt #photooftheday #instamood #food #motivation

Happy Valentines Day Everybody❣️❣️ #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #lgbtq 🌈 #girlfriend #girllove

Let’s get real. About love. What it means to LOVE yourself. And all your imperfections. I got this set of photos back last night and they are all amazing. After I dissected them to nothing of course and chose my favorites. This was at the bottom. Because of the flaws. I’m not going to point it out but it’s all I see. The one flaw. I wasn’t going to post it. That’s what body dysmorphia is, distorting all the beauty so that all you see are flaws. But what if I wrapped those flaws in a hug and watched them grow into the best part of me? I have had 3 babies... my skin has been stretched and bounced back. I have starved myself to nothing and then refed my body and expected it to bounce back completely. And I’m lucky. That it did. That I have this body, this vessel can still do yoga, has had 2 babies since and can LOVE them and play with them. It has taken 10 years to get to a place that I can post about this. That I share my story with love and pride and share this photo that feels so flawed to me. Because being vulnerable I have found strength, in you sharing your stories with me. Letting me be part of your healing and growth and I don’t want that to stop. Please feel free to reach out on the bad days. All the things that make you feel weird or “flawed” those are the people I fall in love with. Share your stories. Give people a place to feel comfortable sharing theirs. Let us Learn to be comfortable being uncomfortable. Let us all HEAL together. 🖤 . Photographer @forevermorefilms Art director/glow @desert.bronze.glow @blackmagictan HMU @daniemett Studio @whitespacestudios . #model #yogamodel #makeup #yogagirl #yogabody #innerpeace #zen #happiness #beauty #art #beautiful #create #love #selflove #healing #vibration #anorexiaawareness #ed #recovery #jen #jenni #growth #heal #yogamom #momlife #awareness #influence #motivate #women

Afternoon snack- white chocolate doughnut🍩 I have been craving a doughnut for ages now but ana hasn’t let me have one. So today when I went to @tescofood I went to the #krispykreme counter and got 3 doughnuts💪🏼 This was absolutely delicious but a challenge! Today I haven’t gone to school and I am not going tomorrow ether, school ends tomorrow which means it’s half term😁 I hope you are all doing amazing and keep fighting... I BELIEVE IN EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU

Had a really lovely day, but the bloat won't go away and i feel really, really YUCKY 😓 I'm finding eating today really hard as i dont feel hungry at all and still feel full from yesterday, and my head is just POUNDING right now, and i have work tonight blagh but bought loads of challenges but i dunno 🤦🏼‍♀️☹ Just feel horrible ☕ ☕ ☕ ☕ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #adultswithed #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #eaitittobeatit #strongnotskinny #health #healthiswealth #anorexiafighter #bulimianervosarecovery #bulimiawarrior #anorexiawarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiaawareness #anorexiasoldier #anorexiasurvivor #food #foodie #beatinganorexia #fightanorexia #fuckanorexia #recoveryanorexia

Happy V-day 🖤 #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattobeatit #mentalhealthawareness #positivevibes #skinnybutstrong #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiaawareness #hope #fashion #ootd #foodie #foodporn #depression #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth

Lunch! #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia

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Coffee porridge because I’ve been craving this :3 #strongerthanmyeatingdisorder #strongerthanana #strongerthananarmy #strongerthanmymind #anorexiarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexianerviosa #recovery #anorexicgirl #anorexiamemes #anorexic #anorexiaawareness #eatingdisorderrecovery #eattolive #anarecovery #edfam #edrecovery #recoveryisworthit #foodismedicine #edfighter #eatittobeatit #fuckanorexia #oatmeal #porridgeporn #porridge

All these people blowing up on Insta and I’m sitting here like🤷🏼‍♂️😅 - - - Not spreading hate lol - - - - #myjourney #fitness #smallmanbiggains #fitnessmotivation #lifestyle #grind #2018goals #mylife #fitnessjourney #smallgainseveryday #fittestaddiction #teenbodybuilding #teenbodybuildingmotivation #strivetobeyourbest #gymshark66 #fitness #bodybuilding #weightlifting #myproteinuk #skinnyguyproblems #skinnyguybulking #bench #slowlybutsurely #flexin #flexfam #ankrexiarecovery #anorexiaawareness @bodybuildingcom #bulking @gymshark @myproteinuk @myproteinus #selfcare

✨ Real Talk! ✨ - I want to share something personal with you guys. I used to struggle with an eating disorder. It’s much more under control now than it was just a few short years ago, but for me it never really goes away. - I have been counting calories for as long as I can remember. It started in middle school. I remember obsessing about my body image and being skinny enough. I would idolize my super skinny friends. I would intentionally skip lunch or not eat enough in the hopes to lose a few pounds. I was constantly aware of my body: how it looked, how it moved, how much “space” I took up. These thoughts consumed my mind and took over my life. - My previous relationship was emotionally abusive and toxic. During those 4 years I felt like my world was out of my control for many reasons, so in turn it caused me to be even more strict in what I ate. I began severely restricting calories and the weight continued to fall off. I would obsess with weighing myself each morning, sometimes multiple times a day. The lower the number dropped on the scale, the bigger the “high”. I couldn’t stop. I would not eat something unless I knew the caloric content and I would freak out if I didn’t have access to my scale. I remember thinking I would really win if I lost my period, because that would officially mean I was significantly underweight. - I’ve come so far since then and my relationship with food has greatly improved. It’s not perfect, but it’s getting there. Accepting and showing love to my physical body and appreciating all the things my body allows me to do each day, has been a process. It has taken a lot of self love and compassion for myself to no longer be at war with my body. - If you’re struggling with any kind of disordered eating, reach out to your loved ones or a professional to get help. Your body deserves your unconditional love and YOU deserve living a full and healthy life. You are worth it, you are strong, and I promise it will get better. ♥️ - “Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels.” Actually, no... because pizza tastes pretty fucking good. 🍕 - 📷: @michelleallan.photo

𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕣𝕦𝕟 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕙𝕚𝕕𝕖 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕤𝕔𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕗𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕔𝕣𝕪 𝕀 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕢𝕦𝕚𝕥 𝔸𝕟𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕩𝕚𝕒 ℕ𝕖𝕣𝕧𝕠𝕤𝕒 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕤 𝕚𝕥 It might look easy sometimes but recovering from anorexia is the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. And it just has started. I have a long way to go and it’s super difficult. I’m crying all the time. I’m angry, I’m afraid. I’m having panic attacks. Sometimes I’m just to tired of fighting. That’s the moment my anorexia wins. It makes me refuse to eat or it makes me go for a walk or bike ride. Those moments give me a second of happiness and peace in my head. What I post is most of the time positive but that’s not how it really goes. It’s hard. It’s a disease that’s deadly and that makes it so dangerous. I’m still fighting but I’m so tired and sick of it sometimes. It costs me lots of tears and effort. Every dam day, every dam meal, every dam minute. It’s always around. I have to choose for recovery every second of the day. That’s the real fight and that makes it so dam hard.. 🍀

What’s your favourite fruit?🍒 Today hasn’t been great at all, I am starting to isolate myself from all the people around me. At break and lunch I sat in the library by myself doing homework and now I have come home I’ve gone straight to my room!😩 I don’t want to things to be like this but I feel like I am losing control again! I hope you are all doing well, keep fighting xxx

Obsessed with ready brek atm 😍 Ive had a really hard few days, my new meds have turned me into a zombie, ive felt sick to my stomach, and slept ALL day yesterday, and just genereally had ZERO energy it was awful. Its given me really bad acid reflux too. I'm scared to take them again today, i know all of the side effects should wear off eventually but i dunno what to do? I felt so unwell yesterday and im scared to feel the same today after taking them ☕ ☕ ☕ ☕ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #adultswithed #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #eaitittobeatit #strongnotskinny #health #healthiswealth #anorexiafighter #bulimianervosarecovery #bulimiawarrior #anorexiawarrior #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexiafighter #anorexiaawareness #anorexiasoldier #anorexiasurvivor #food #foodie #beatinganorexia #fightanorexia #fuckanorexia #recoveryanorexia

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💚💚 I’ve Been Stopped, I’ve Been Shamed, I’ve Been NameCalled, I’ve Been Discriminated, I’ve Been Stigmatised. Right Now I’m Focusing On Just Getting My Story And Achievements Out There. So Those Who Self Doubt Can See That They Too Can OverCome. Rise Up! Come Together! MENTAL HEALTH PASSION! 💚💚

💚💚 Reach Out. 💚💚 Don’t Struggle Alone!!

💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾 Mental Health! Autism! ADHD! Agoraphobia! Depression! Anorexia! Suicide! Self Harm! Anxiety! Social Anxiety! Bipolar! Suicide Awareness! Anorexia Awareness! Self Harm Awareness! Stand Up! Reach Out! Stay Strong! It’s Not Easy! God Bless! 💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾

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💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾 Mental Health! Autism! ADHD! Agoraphobia! Depression! Anorexia! Suicide! Self Harm! Anxiety! Social Anxiety! Bipolar! Suicide Awareness! Anorexia Awareness! Self Harm Awareness! Stand Up! Reach Out! Stay Strong! It’s Not Easy! God Bless! 💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾

💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾 Mental Health! Autism! ADHD! Agoraphobia! Depression! Anorexia! Suicide! Self Harm! Anxiety! Social Anxiety! Bipolar! Suicide Awareness! Anorexia Awareness! Self Harm Awareness! Stand Up! Reach Out! Stay Strong! It’s Not Easy! God Bless! 💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾

@stromae @kidcudi @kingpush @moby @troubleman31 @feliciathegoat @pharrell @asaprocky @astronautboyforsure Thank You To You All For Inspiring Me From Such A Young Age! We Don’t Choose Our Skin Colour, We Don’t Choose The Planet To Exist On! But We Can Make A Difference To The World If We Choose To! You Guys Have Done This For Me From The Age Of Around 14! Thank You For Everything I Dedicate My Debut Project To You Guys. Love To You! 🙏👾👾🚀🚀🤪🤪🤯🤯😱😱🛸🛸🤝🤝🤖🤖🤓🤓🤗🤗😊😊

@stromae @kidcudi @kingpush @moby @troubleman31 @feliciathegoat @pharrell @asaprocky @astronautboyforsure Thank You To You All For Inspiring Me From Such A Young Age! We Don’t Choose Our Skin Colour, We Don’t Choose The Planet To Exist On! But We Can Make A Difference To The World If We Choose To! You Guys Have Done This For Me From The Age Of Around 14! Thank You For Everything I Dedicate My Debut Project To You Guys. Love To You! 🙏👾👾🚀🚀🤪🤪🤯🤯😱😱🛸🛸🤝🤝🤖🤖🤓🤓🤗🤗😊😊

💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾 Mental Health! Autism! ADHD! Agoraphobia! Depression! Anorexia! Suicide! Self Harm! Anxiety! Social Anxiety! Bipolar! Suicide Awareness! Anorexia Awareness! Self Harm Awareness! Stand Up! Reach Out! Stay Strong! It’s Not Easy! God Bless! 💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾

💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾 Mental Health! Autism! ADHD! Agoraphobia! Depression! Anorexia! Suicide! Self Harm! Anxiety! Social Anxiety! Bipolar! Suicide Awareness! Anorexia Awareness! Self Harm Awareness! Stand Up! Reach Out! Stay Strong! It’s Not Easy! God Bless! 💚💚 💙💙 🧩🧩 🤝🤝 🙏🙏 👾👾 @pharrell God Bless!