When You Start Thinking About What You’ve Been Through 🙌🏿🙌🏿🎤🙏🏿
God is a jealous shepherd—He wants His followers to rely entirely upon Him. He draws us through valleys in order to remove every habit, thought pattern, or external crutch that we use instead of trusting Him—those suddenly seem inadequate in the low places. That’s where we discover whether our faith, courage, and wisdom are self-created or from the Lord. Believers can shout, “I trust God” from the mountain because they have learned to live by faith in the valley. Walking in the shadow of evil is difficult and frightening work. But when we surrender to whatever the Lord has to teach us in this dark place, our spirit is quieted and our faith is strengthened. 📖🙌🏽✌🏽🙏🏽💕😎💬#ifearnoevilthelordiswithme #hiswordhisspiritcomfortme #walkinginpeacewiththelord #noreasontofear #momofaprodigalson
Yesterday was a good day.
I saw friends. I had a bit of a mom break. I worked. Played with the girls. Got things done. And so on like I said a good day.
But as we were out enjoying dinner with friends I kept feeling it creeping in. But I shook it off because nothing was wrong. No reason for it. We got home and the girls wanted to snuggle it was late. My head hurt. I said ok so we laid in my bed and watched 27 dresses till they fell asleep. And again there it was creeping back there in the corners of my mind.
I got the girls to bed and fell asleep myself. And then bam I was awoken by it that anxiety was creeping hit full force. It's scary when it happens at night. Its dark. I'm alone. Its so quiet. I often feel like I am going to be sick. I have learned tricks for myself to deal. I got up and walked around. Turned the tv back on. Messaged a friend. Went outside and let the cold air clear my thoughts.
This morning I am still feeling it. Anxiety can be exhausting. Yes I slept but not well. My body is sore like achy but I know if I get up and move I'll feel better. I am easily annoyed so far this morning another you of my anxiety. And so.
I'm going to sit here and let this take over me today. Feel sorry for myself.....
NO! I'm about to have a healthy snack. Turn on my music dance it out. Drink some magic energy and get that last lingering bit of anxiety out in a workout.
When you wake up to a beautiful day and discovers from the reality of redemption that angels are on duty for you #noreasontofear
GOD IS LOVE! Fear is sooooo crippling and that is one thing that can take our focus off of God. If fear is a challenge...TALK TO GOD ABOUT IT! Tell Him what concerns you and ask HIM to help you remove that fear!
I pray everyone has a peaceful nights rest.
Pray and get some sleep!😴
Little "announcement?" before anything else:
[Heyo, i think I'll start posting any kind of stuff on here that i like, find funny, inspiring or just worth sharing with more peeps]
And here I go
Never would i have thought I would change so radically,
I was dumb (a lot) & young (not an excuse lol) and i needed certainty even if it was wrong, like we all do in a certain point of our life
But you can trust me, there comes a moment in our life when you just... change, out of necessity and shear will to be something else, someone new.
You say to ourselves "Yes, this is more like i would like to be, THAT'S what i wanna do"
And that is the best kind of change in my opinion.
Feels like you leave back your -old skin- and evolve...
I recently found my passion in being curious about things and... accept my curiosity!
Because i have always felt guilty and inappropriate for being interested in something that my brain labelled as "expandable", which was 90% of the things, even when i was GENUINELY interested in something.
I have always been told off after showing curiosity, effectively making me forget the genuine way to express it.
So i find myself wanting to learn, study, thirsty for knowledge and exploration...
Which got me into
understanding myself rather than strive to help others,
Something an increasing number of people struggle with:
Others > Me
I feel like i will make some posts discussing some delicate and important topics i relate to a lot -
But surely oh man it feels so good and charging to listen to yourself and your true inner voice... *smile*
#motivational #change #life #feelsgood #noreasontofear #discover #innerself #vibe #animeguy
? #reading #learning #ilikefries #yehireallysaidthat #psychology #aboutmyself
Every time you look up, you gone see ME winning. I got that V-I-C-T-O-R-Y... I got no reason to fear. I got JESUS On My Side. I got that! #NoReasonToFear #TeamWinning #IGotThat
I updated my vision board and boy did I update it.... In my twenties my vision board was full of material things... Money, Bigger homes, Cars, Clothes, Vacations... Just unnecessary things..things that are not important.. Over the last few years I have found my belief and passion. It's taken me a little while to get there but I am now doing what I love to do and what I believe God wants me to be doing which is serving others in many ways. ❤️🙏🏻 My Vision board today is that of not things but of ways I can make the world a better place, be stronger in my faith and be there for my family. It's not about financial freedom but TIME freedom. You can always make more money and buy things but TIME you can never get back. Each day I try to be my best self for my family, God, and others. Each day I grow and learn.
The reason for the vision board is to be reminded everyday of my "why" and to keep me focused to that goal. You can do or be anything if you put your mind to it and have faith and certainty
If you believe it you can achieve it!! What's on your vision board?
On THIS SATURDAY...thats right, THIS Saturday I will be speaking at the G4L “Back To School Bash” at the Lewis and Clark Library. I am truly excited and thankful for this opportunity to speak and empower these young ladies on dealing with and overcoming fear!
I lay here in the quiet. Backpacks are ready, clothes are picked out, kids are asleep. Mommy is wide awake. Lord, protect my babies as they go back to school tomorrow. May they have a good and productive year, learn a lot, and make friends. But most importantly, help them to remember who they belong to and that they are never alone. #chidrenoftheKing #Shiningexamples #Noreasontofear #Neveralone #LVES