#InternalStruggle

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I really, really don't feel like I give value some days. I can point out my flaws faster than The Flash can run. #real #me #internalthoughts #internalstruggle #thisisme #thissucks #ineedhelp
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You ever hear someone say 2 things that don't match? Switch up They tell you one thing, then do another - the complete opposite. You can't heal and harm yourself simultaneously. #Truth #Lie #SwitchUp #TheMindFights #TheSpiritKnows #BeAware #WalkBarefoot #MadeBed #TruthEndures #GuiltySpeaks #ItsFunnyHow #Contradict #InternalStruggle #Opposite #KeepUp #StoryStraight #TangledWeb
Really wants to hang out with russ, not sure if getting wet is worth it • #alex #internalstruggle #hechosetostaydry #chihuahua #goodboy #hikingdog #scout #trailblazer
So... ugh boy I'm kinda dreading writing this but here it is. There are days where I feel like I bother people. #letmeexplain This stems from elementary & middle school. This may be another long post so stop reading if it's already un-interesting. Anyway, I only had about 3 friends ever from elementary to middle school. @kulture__novultures has been a friend (family) since pre-school to now (about 14-15yrs). @rossgaston2 & I were in the same grade from 1rst to 2nd grade, left & then I told him about the school I graduated from & then another guy who's name I'll leave anonymous & that was in the 7th grade. From 4th to 6th grade there was nothing but aquaintances. My life was school, homework, & chores. That was it. I had liked girls here & there superficially not really knowing them because I was extremely quiet & wanted to "fit in" & didn't know how. So when I post super long posts like this or comment in @iam_teliah or a @garyvee or whoever's post the thought/feeling that "I'm bothering these people" came from me feeling that the other classmates did not want to be affliated with me. (& proven imo, as if anyone else experienced me through this) So it's probably an insecurity that I apparently haven't dealt with & really, really, really, really hope I don't spread negativity posting this. I don't know why I just wrote & posted this but...yeah. #vulnerability #vulnerabilitypost #internalthoughts #insecurities #internalstruggle
What darkness are you hiding?
I know it's not the original, but have you ever seen a more beautiful manufactured copy of a painting? It's the type that captures your attention in your peripherals, yanking your eyeballs over to drink in the details with unabashed appreciation. Beloved, my brain has not been easy on me lately, I'll sadly admit. I so wish I could spend every day feeling like a gown of self grown flowers is trailing behind me. I so wish my own bloom was always unhindered and unbounded, as we all inherently wish. But reality doesn't always agree to humor us. I stare at this painting, or replica there of, and think wistfully of the days when such feelings will return. Not just creatively, which of course is always yearned for, but also in my second by second existence. Pray for me, breathern, and for each other, that we may overcome ourselves every day. #art #poetry #anxiety #mentalocd #internalstruggle #artistlife #bookaddiction #authorstruggles #thepenismighty #themindisawarzone #sharing #emilykinneyauthor #yearningformore #wordsconnect #gowns #lovetoread #livetolove #soultosoul #writerswrite #bloom #fictionaddiction
Trying super hard to enjoy this day. BBQ, and what not. But I am filled with anxiety, and it frustrates me. #internalstruggle
I told my mother yesterday, "Ammi i have been crying for Shaitan for two nights in sujud after i read about him." She looked at me in shock because first..i was praying and secondly what have i been praying for? She opened her mouth finally and asked: "What did he ever do to deserve your tears and prayers?" I wanted to tell her he needs our prayers the most. If we can show remorse and ask for forgiveness being nothing at all..Him being once (and for a long time) a humble servant and protector of the heaven deserves it too. Now i sit here writing about my sleep struggles and how ive been up these nights reading and this quote pops in my head! I can only hope i can develop my faith completely in God because my affection towards Satan is the only thing that stops me from surrendering and maybe praying to God about Satan would help me find peace? #literaturequotes #marktwain #satan #god #internalstruggle #faith
I, Matthew H; do not do enough. I'm to blame all I don't have. All of it. No job, my fault. Not going to the gym consistently, my fault. Having to retake Spanish101, my fault. Dropping down from Math053 to Math047 after failing it 2x, my fault. & after typing all of that I'm asking myself right now..."Now what?" Am I gonna sit here & let the cycle continue? Just do enough to get by? Stay average? All questions I'm gonna have to answer. #thisisme #me #questions #internalstruggle #personalchallenge #bebetter #internalaudit #thinking #donthaveitalltogether #justdont
"im blue da ba dee da ba dii"👤👣 lol i've been trying to figure out why this photo seems so right to me.. Not usually a feeling I have about photos of myself! But I do have a few theories! First, I've had some of my hippy friends ☮️ tell me that I've got a blue aura 🔵 blue aura people tend to have strong personalities, are master communicators and organizers, and are able to express themselves in eloquent and charismatic ways. seems about right 😉 also i think that the color contrast and directionality of the photo is an accurate reflection of my internal struggle, the battle between darkness and light within 🖤♥️ i like how, even though you can see more of my dark side, it seems like i am reaching for the light through music 🎶☀️ this is a very accurate metaphor. finally, my favorite color is blue, and i think its a very underrated and underappreciated color!! 💙😁✌️ #blue #aura #hippy #musician #singersongwriter #photography #lighting #acousticguitar #acousticmusic #colors #internalstruggle #light #blueaura #music #reflection #daytoday
Mathias is sharing his results after doing a parts integration which is an NLP technique used to resolve internal conflict as it creates harmony between parts of the unconscious mind to bring your personal values into alignment. Once this is complete, a person is clear in their decisions and actions. Listen to Mathias share his results #NLP #subconsciousmind #internalstruggle #indecive What would you accomplish if you were no longer mentally, emotionally in despair?
“New energy is entering your life. Changes are happening for you. Things are getting better. Everything is aligning. Blessings are coming.” . . . Sometimes it gets a little tough, sit tight my darling, you too, are needed. . . . . . #internalstruggle #fightingthedemons #dontsettle #youarewanted #nature #lost
Latest collab with @awolmountainwear to raise awareness for Suicide Prevention. In memory of my sister Hannah and £5 from each sale will go to @esfoundation to help young people under pressure within the Snowsports industry. Tees available at http://www.awolmountainwear.com . #comerunwithus #standupspeakout #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #standup #suicide #internalstruggle #hug #lonliness #depression #anxiety #longroad #fight #hapoyplace #wheresyourhappyplace #support #AWOL #awolmountainwear #campaign
There’s BLAK and then There’s Light. #InternalStruggle
Today marks World Suicide Prevention day! We have been building up to this for the last week and we are now proud to release what we have been working on. This design was created by @kw_design_studio and @awolmountainwear to honour the memory of her sister Hannah. Yet more than that to honour those we have lost to suicide in the snowsports industry. We are proud to teamed up with the @elliesoutter foundation and will be donating £5 from the sale of every t-shirt to this foundation. For sake at @awolmountainwear #comerunwithus #standupspeakout #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #standup #suicide #internalstruggle #hug #lonliness #depression #anxiety #longroad #fight #hapoyplace #wheresyourhappyplace #support #AWOL #awolmountainwear #campaign
Let's see who wins today #internalstruggle
Hannah is the inspiration behind @kw_design_studio and @awolmountainwear teaming up to raise awareness of mental health and suicide. With too many young individuals in the snowsports industry feeling pressured we feel driven to raise awareness. . #Repost @kw_design_studio (@get_repost ) ・・・ Memories of my sister, Hannah My sister had the world at her feet, a beautiful strong girl, incredibly talented as an artist, musician and not too bad on a skateboard either. In fact her friends and many people wanted to be just like her. Nobody had a clue, apart from her that anything was wrong. She made the decision to take her own life at just 15 years old. In memory of my sister and to many others, I have teamed up with AWOL Mountain Wear for a very special project to be launched on Monday 10th September. #comerunwithus #standupspeakout #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #standup #suicide #internalstruggle #hug #lonliness #depression #anxiety #longroad #fight #hapoyplace #wheresyourhappyplace #support #AWOL #awolmountainwear #campaign
Hannah is the inspiration behind @kw_design_studio and @awolmountainwear teaming up to raise awareness of mental health and suicide. With too many young individuals in the snowsports industry feeling pressured we feel driven to raise awareness. . #Repost @kw_design_studio (@get_repost ) ・・・ Memories of my sister, Hannah My sister had the world at her feet, a beautiful strong girl, incredibly talented as an artist, musician and not too bad on a skateboard either. In fact her friends and many people wanted to be just like her. Nobody had a clue, apart from her that anything was wrong. She made the decision to take her own life at just 15 years old. In memory of my sister and to many others, I have teamed up with AWOL Mountain Wear for a very special project to be launched on Monday 10th September. #comerunwithus #standupspeakout #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #standup #suicide #internalstruggle #hug #lonliness #depression #anxiety #longroad #fight #hapoyplace #wheresyourhappyplace #support #AWOL #awolmountainwear #campaign
Memories of my sister, Hannah My sister had the world at her feet, a beautiful strong girl, incredibly talented as an artist, musician and not too bad on a skateboard either. In fact her friends and many people wanted to be just like her. Nobody had a clue, apart from her that anything was wrong. She made the decision to take her own life at just 15 years old. In memory of my sister and to many others, I have teamed up with AWOL Mountain Wear for a very special project to be launched on Monday 10th September. #comerunwithus #standupspeakout #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #standup #suicide #internalstruggle #hug #lonliness #depression #anxiety #longroad #fight #hapoyplace #wheresyourhappyplace #support #AWOL #awolmountainwear #campaign
4 days to go! When the world feels like it is against you, we all need to be reminded that we matter. People may be treating you badly and not considering how you are made to feel. Those around you may still be smiling but how they are made to feel will have a tremendous affect within the brain. Just remember YOU MATTER! Fact: In the UK and the Republic of Ireland, there are 6,000 suicides on average annually
4 days to go! When the world feels like it is against you, we all need to be reminded that we matter. People may be treating you badly and not considering how you are made to feel. Those around you may still be smiling but how they are made to feel will have a tremendous affect within the brain. Just remember YOU MATTER! Fact: In the UK and the Republic of Ireland, there are 6,000 suicides on average annually
This is me! Doing the pike thing! I remember trying to do this 3 years ago. Back in Massachusetts, in the upstairs hallway of my family's home. I remember getting dizzy staying upsidedown too long because a youtube video told me to "be patient and keep leaning until the legs lifted themselves." Oh how much I've learned. This week I have experienced one huge internal struggle and achieving confidence in this position has given me confidence in this new struggle.
@rowancheshire is speaking out about her mental health challenges and how it affected her professional skiing! Yes girl! “The mental issues that came after that were pretty bad. I suffered from anxiety and depression. I didn’t really want to continue with the sport. It sent me to a bad place where I didn’t really even want to go out the house by myself. I didn’t partake in exercise, and I had anxiety about getting back into it.” A link to her full interview is in our bio!
How are you feeling? . Ever look around and feel everyone has their sh*t together apart from you? Overwhelmed with life, exhausted from each day, feeling like a burden to others? These are all common signs of depression. Remember that there is help available. Be kind to yourself and don’t be worried to confide in others. . Together we can beat this.
People were asking about more Major North during fanexpo. The gears are turning.. #sketch #sketchbook #torontoartist #comicslife #pencil #majornorth #canadiancomics #independentcomics #internalstruggle #powerthroughunity
It is amazing to see companies within the snowsports industry talking about this hugely important topic, suicide affects over 6000 per year within the UK. We'll run with you.
With World Suicide Prevention Day on 10th September we have teamed up with the awesome Kayleigh Wood from @kw_design_studio to talk about an incredibly important topic. Over the next two weeks we will be speaking about mental health, suicide and snowsports. Then on the 10th September we will release an amazing fundraiser for mental health and in particular Suicide Awareness ... So come run with us! Fact: For each completed suicide there are 22 attempts
The #cardoftheday from the Spirit Oracle Deck is Alchemy. Let go of your internal struggle and allow things to just be. There is a deeper and more authentic 'you' that wants to rise above all these 'drama' within yourself. Let him/her guide you to be what you need to be in order to move onwards! For the month of September, I'm offering a $20 dollars discount for my Premium Astrology Services (U.P. $240). PM me for a consultation! (featuring the beautiful painting behind made by @anya.likhitha !) #oraclecards #oraclecardsreadings #SpiritOracle #spirit #oraclecardreadersofinstagram  #alchemy #athirdeyeseer  #drama #internalstruggle #justbe
Everyone has their own internal storm. The difference lies in how you calm that storm and what you do with that energy. . . . . #tomorrowisanewday #calmthestorm #internalstruggle #dobetter #selflove
She’s working hard for you and for your love ❤️.. you may never know how hard ... #w #writers #writing #stepup #respect #dontdiscountit #fewfindsuchlove #internalstruggle #you #me #Monday #kiss #shesbeautyandshesgrace #strongwithin #poetsofinstagram #words #writing #song #thoughts my words 😘💋❤️#dailybattle
i have a lot to learn. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #peace #innerpeace #yinyang #balance #within #mindfulness #freedom #internalstruggle #loveyourself #goodvsevil #dilemma #oftheheart
It's hard to feel like you aren't losing reality when the person you love is always changing it to suit their abusive needs. #emotionalpain #emotionalabuse #narcissisticabuse #internalstruggle #ptsd #liars #trauma #flee #gethelp
Be aware of the hueman shaped drugs. Using people and things as a distraction to doing the work only harms you in the end. These fad sayings, while fun, got some of ya'll messed up. Stop trying to keep up with the Jones' physically. Heal on all levels physical, emotional, mental and spiritual. Dis-ease reeks havoc in our lives and bodies on all levels. The disconnect with self is a result. The link is real. Guides can help. Stop. Breathe. Listen. The mind fights. The Spirit knows. #WombWisdom #DiseaseReeksHavoc #TheLinkIsReal #InternalStruggle #ReconnectTheDisconnect #BeAware #Hueman #Provoiding #DoTheWork #AllLevels #HealingIsLayers #LayeredFeelings #Untangle #GuidesCanHelp #Spirit #Ancestors #OthersSee #WeNeedUs #WeMakeEachOtherAware #DontLetYourWoundsWin #TheMindFights #TheSpiritKnows #FadsFade #Remember #Recognize #Reclaim #You #DivineWoman #TheyWantUsSickAndUnbalanced #Spiral
"Your greatest enemy is yourself." #ryu #evilryu #streetfighter #satsuinohado #internalstruggle
Ever feel like u need saved? Like you need to be filled with goodness, Love & strength again? 😥😫 #internalstruggle #emptiness
Hello and good morning to you, you pretty little breakfast you! 😍 Get into my belly and nourish me. . . . . . #wholesomeliving #internalstruggle #breakfast #yummy #natural #fruit #prettyfood #foodporn #instafood
This all just happened in my head while I was thinking about doughnuts just now and having an internal struggle: "Welcome to doughnuts anonymous Phoebe, please share with the group your story"... "Hi, my name is Phoebe and I'm addicted to vegan doughnuts, I think about them almost everyday but I'm trying to save money and my HEALTH!" Other people in the group responding to me.. "But you don't want to deny your cravings, processed foods are ok in small amounts" ... "but also sugar is super addictive and BAD you should cut it out completely especially as it's a low vibrational food & you want to be more high vibe" ..."but don't you want to support vegan options".... "yes but broccoli is vegan" ... "what about RENT?" ..."LOL I'll manifest it" ..."well it's ok in little bits, ok maybe just 1? I think it's all about balance, and doing what feels right for you" me: "ok ok I'll go with THAT!" people in my head: "go with what?" Lol all of you shut up! I'm trying to listen to my intuition. Such dilemma. Much drama. By the way this all happened in a split second #truestory Welcome to the human mind! 😂😂😂😂😂 or is this just me!????? Ok, this is becoming too much... in other more important and relevant news, I created that video about affirmations and it's in the link in my profile. 😇 LOVE you. Ok I'm going to drown in #vegan doughnuts AND broccoli now bye 👋💖 #authenticity
Don't let your wounds win. It will be scary at first, but you will naturally remember yourSelf once you start healing those parts you are provoiding as you keep trying to hold on to those things that are no longer needed. Forgive yourself. Love yourself. Untangle. Sever the link. You are worthy. Scared Woman. Divine Woman. Wild Woman. Warrior Woman. She is you. You are her. We need you. We need us. Love & Light. #WombWisdom #DiseaseReeksHavoc #TheLinkIsReal #InternalStruggle #Reconnect #Remember #EmbraceYourEssence #TakeBackYourPower #DivineWoman #SacredWoman #WarriorWoman #WildWoman #SheIsYou #YouAreHer #ForgiveYourself #Touch #TheMindFights #TheSpiritKnows #GuidesCanHelp #Untangle #AllLevels #WeNeedUs #MoonMagic #HealingIsLayers #LayeredFeelings #Healing #Resurrect #Reclaim #Rebirth #Spiral
I love me some snacks! Trying to concur my lunch time bad habits 💪🏻 . . . . #imasnacker #atleastitshealthy #health #happy #foodporn #food #wholesomeliving #internalstruggle #yum
“The ego is here to protect you. Refine the #ego . Do not suppress it.” AA Rashid from thatsmysun.com #thowal #thehouseofwisdomandlight #spiritual #process #growthmindset #internalstruggle #battle #refinement #psychology #selfdevelopment #quotes #writer #metaphysics #kabbalah #qabala #mind
New IGTV post 👆🏼on getting Real about those dark moments. The energies the past few months have been intense and those of us that are empaths or sensitive may have felt them more. My goal on my page here is to be as authentic and honest as I can. Its not about amassing followers that don’t resonate. I post when I feel guided and I also refrain when a digital detox is required. Today I’m talking to you guys who sometimes feel no matter what you try its somehow wrong. I want to tell you you have done NOTHING wrong. It is normal to compare ourselves (though remember it doesn’t help us as we are all unique and none of us have the same journey) and have moments of fear, doubt, anxiety. Watch the video and see if what I say is familiar. Don’t pretend things are all fine and dandy if you don’t feel that way. Give yourself permission to feel the feels. Do what is right for you and reach out to me, or anyone you trust for help. Life is cyclical: nothing remains the same. Remember to make a conscious decision that you will get out of this slump and, trust me, you WILL. This is for all of you that have been feeling less than happy bunnies recently. I’m sending you so much love 💕 #gettingreal #deep #energy #healer #consciousness #mindset #spiritualawakening #empath #sensitive #lost #fighter #internalstruggle #light #love #listen #feels #natural #emotions #guidance #mystery #shadowside #lightanddark #lightworker #honesty #lawsoftheuniverse #authentic #health #consciousliving #real #thetahealing
«Цена души...» . Он сказал, что даёт миллион за её дýшу. Она гордо стояла ланью - он ей даже «так» не нужен. Он кричал, извивался, как в предсмертной агонии, с пеной у рта, Она же спокойно, уходя, сказала, что совесть её чиста. . Наверно, сам дьявол убегал от неё в слезах, Ибо эти, мирно беседующие, черти в её глазах. Не за какие обещания душу свою не продаст, Даже если ценой будет сладкий, дурманящий джаз. . Под окном её уже собрался целый совет, Все ждали, чтобы хоть кто-то пролил на это всё свет. Какая цена у души, что способна мором ментально убить? А, затем, вспорхнув, невзначай, восвояси уплыть. . Внезапно, их спорам пришёл трагичный конец, Богиня вышла из дому, за ней из дыма венец. Сложив руки, с усмешкой сказала, что «этого» у них нет И пусть распустят свой жалкий, бессмысленный, мещанский совет. . Ещё минуту и ушли бы все так не узнав ответ, Но, всё же, Она удосужилась дать тот злосчастный, беспокоивший их, совет. Горько вздохнув, Дама промолвила не спеша: . . «Не поверите, но за дýшу нужна душа» . . . . #Стихи #Поэты #ПоэтыПавлодара #Павлодар #Драма #Жизнь #Флейтистка #ЖизньПрекрасна #Чувства #Душа #ВнутренняяБорьба #poets #poems #pavlodar #drama #life #lifeisbeautiful #flutist #feelings #soul #internalstruggle #lifestyle
🥊 It’s ok. It happens. Even when you’ve made tremendous gains and changes, old voices and urges can sometimes come up and cause some internal chaos. Everyone slips. Everyone falls. It’s a process, and you will work through it 🙏⭐️ #recovery #struggle #process #healing #behaviour #beef #beefing #internalstruggle #secrets #oldme #oldyou #newme #newyou #therapy #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #addiction #depression #selfesteem #bodyimage #infidelity #jealousy #anxiety #relationships #change #choices #ethics #morals #health #mentalhealth
Listen carefully. Choose wisely. You were made for more. #internalstruggle
Only I can fix myself and help is not what I’m after. Only I know my everyday struggle and I’ll only grow stronger by facing this myself, the way I always have. #bestrong #onlyicanfixme #internalstruggle #myownbattle #idontneedhelp #learntobehappy
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