I’ve been at @tara_mandala
Retreat Center with @shivarea108
and Demetri @velisarius
and tribe since Wednesday, unplugged. I was immediately embraced, held and loved in a way that is hard to describe in words. To be in indescribable grief, and cared for so incredibly deeply.
To know that Shiva is so much more than a friend or teacher. To hold her hand and know the transmission of strength and grace and so much more is being passed on to me. To sit and listen to Demetri’s wisdom spill out from his passionate heart. To be tenderly cared for by my #pranavinyasa
sisters and women I didn’t even know. To have my own students care for me, when it’s me that usually does that. To live with tears brimming my eyes all day and being accepted and allowed. To flow in the practices I love in one moment and in the next be unable to move. To dance with grief and love all at once for my Cheyne, my other two precious sons, the many others who are passing through their own fires, and the world. To feel the rawness of life and the the mix of emotions of sorrow & joy, despair & gratitude, confusion & peace. To leave the sacred healing grounds and step back into reality of life. Finding new ways to live love and serve and learning how to receive and accept all the love and generosity being poured forth. Infinitely grateful! 🙏🏾💝💝
@sle3pingdragon #livingwithgrief #yogaheals #loveistheanswer #pranaflow #yogatribe #yogasisters #held #gratefulyogi #yoginilife