Soooo... this is kinda #random
but I’m going to do it anyway.
Have you ever felt so #happy
when facing #goodnews
like it was something desperate that you needed in your #reality
?Because what u see when you look back to your #memories
it’s a big blur off sadness and picking yourself together, and a bunch of #quotes
that you say to convince yourself that you’re happy and okay?
It’s like you were hidden on your comfortable #bed
, happy with the warmth, but as soon as u lifted the blankets there is a big #surprise
for you, full of #hope
and, above all, #relief
! Best feelings ever fill your heart, okay, not ever, but strong ones.
I have been in a situation of which I could avoid. If I wanted to. But there were lights of happiness that made me believe that that big black hole, was just a fase. On the last two weeks I’ve been really happy (thanks to hard work, confidence rebuilding and autonomy)! The black hole turned into a #star
! There was #light
coming off of me and, a few days later, coming towards me! It was a true and deep #change
! All the emotional barriers I had built were gradually getting thinner, because it was safe! “If there is no great harm then I won’t fall down like the last time, and I want to share my emotions openly! I can do this!”