I’ve had a lot of free time recently, waiting for my dbs check to come back so I can move down to Somerset. Its super important to keep a routine even with free time otherwise I’d find myself going crazy. Listening to lots of podcast on champion minded and success and some main issues are constantly repeated 🤓 Exercise daily 🏋🏻♀️ Read at least 10 pages a day 📚 surround yourself with like minded people 👯♀️ pma - get rid of doubt 🙅🏻♀️ visualisation - see where you want to be and work towards that goal daily 🙆🏻♀️ Little positive actions each day will equate to a life of success, you make your own luck 💁🏻♀️
I will be brutally honest & open about this. I don’t want any of you (who’s taking the time to read this 😂) to feel pity for me. I’m sharing this for the skinny girls who feel like no one understand their weight gain struggle & people find you as a joke. I’m sharing this to the girls who think that skinny girls have it easier, false😒. The second picture was taken March 23, 2018. I was over a month into weight training. This was me my whole life, maybe skinnier😭! No matter what kind of fast food I ate, I stayed under 95lbs😣. Clothes shopping was a struggle, sometimes I’d shop in the LITTLE GIRLS section because a size 0 in women was TOO big 😭🙃! Society puts this image of what guys & girls have to look like in order to fit in with the world. But the root of all this has to do with inner self🧘♀️. Weight training is just more than eating, squatting & lifting weights 🏋️♀️. It’s all about self growth, accepting the cuts & bruises, controlling your anger & putting your demons to sleep💤.
NOW THE FIRST PICTURE!!!! This picture was taken today! Look at that, no fckn thigh gap🙌. These calves need to catch up though 🙄💀, soon they’ll be define lol! I still battle with my old self & have blue days. But if you ask me if I’m happy now, I’d say I’m way more at peace within myself 😌🧘♀️.
Last but not least, I want to say thank you to all of you. For unconditional support, sharing stories, the motivation & for finding my page interesting💕.
Not sure if these leggings are now uncomfortably tight because they shrunk or because my booty grew hmm 🤔 Lowkey annoyed tho because I only just bought them a few months ago and wore them literally three times 🤦🏻♀️, but that’s okay cause it means GAINS 💪🏼