I love waking up to this bullshit. You think I’m happy Patti? I have a diagnosed phobia of bugs! Also he got them from the Vet’s not my mom’s place. I’m not my mom’s biggest fan but stop blaming her!
Sooo let me post this lil story then I will start my work day.
So this tiny onsie is pretty much the same age that I am 31. When my mama got pregnant with me she I guess somehow had the belief I would be born a boy so she bought it in advance, but I was born a girl. My parents are military so when I say I been around the world, I literally been around the world. When I say this onsie has followed me my entire life I’m stating facts. I never kept it in a box I never packed it up for safe keeping it just kept floating around any house we have ever lived in and I would see this thing just laying around in passing. So yesterday was cleaning the my nieces and nephew play room and found this sitting in a drawer. One thing recently that I just learned from God was to pay attention. Pay attention to when he is talking to you and giving you answers. My surgery is coming up and even tho I am excited I am also scared. Shit it’s surgery who wouldn’t be? I been lately asking myself if this is going to be ok should I do this? What if they cut me open and take to long to close me up and I bleed out? Or what if he accidentally stitches his cell phone up in there? I know I be watching to much TV but hey shit happens don’t judge me.... anyway so it’s in the drawer and I’m looking at it. Then I realized I’m good. That’s God telling me “ you good. Stop acting goofy and keep doing what you were meant to do” ... so I’m good now.. Sometimes you have to reflect and understand that God is writing your story. You also have to PAY ATTENTION... especially when he allows you to read part of your own story. You are more powerful than you think. I keep telling everyone I’m super blessed because I’m paying attention. Have a good day. ✌🏾 #ftm #blackftm #transgender #transman #lgbtq #transman #transmen #blacktransman #blacktransmen #yourpurpose #payattention
Im so hungry i could eat a shark. Just got home from school
Reaches the passable level. I predict that I may be passable in 2 months maybe? I was hoping that I would be farther along once christmas came. I dont want to look like a girl when I visit family. I want to be a passing boy. Ive had a surge of bottom dysphoria lately. I really think I may get a packer soon, but for now I should be okay. I'm hoping I can visit my family for Thanksgiving. #ftm #ftmtrans #ftmtransgender #ftmproblems
The other day my brother said: "If you get this haircut [short and shaven at sides] there won't be a single boy looking at you again." And I just stared at him and snorted
My fave part of the day is taking a bath, relaxing and letting all my worries and anxieties go! A fresh start and a clean slate!!😊💦💦
I only had one funny caption and I used it for the other picture, anyways #atlpride #ftm
Today is the first day i got back to the gym to finally achieve my goal in becoming fit and bodybuilding through calisthenics and weight lifting. TBH i has been slacking and down on myself for the past few months to the point where i was really becoming unhealthy and to where my cholesterol levels were getting high. I felt unmotivated and it even took a toll on my relationship, but thanks to my amazing girlfriend Jessica and my fitness inspirations who I have tagged i thank you all for believing in me and being an inspiration in my life an on social media!! It's my time now to be the best i can possibly become!!❤💪❤
Time to get on my grind and push myself harder then ever!! 👑
A king on his throne!!! 👑💎
Pimp and the Goth!!! When queers go Vintage Shopping!!😎💀❤ @chadgraham
Winter jacket shopping hmmmm... Thinking what should I buy??😎😎😎
What a workout!!💦💦💦
Traps and back are starting to grow little by little!!💪🏽💪🏽😜 Sorry about the quality 😂
Been a long time since I wore overalls!!! In love with these bad boys!!🖤🖤🖤💁🏽♂️