[when i'm gone]
gentle reminder: it's alright to have bad days, even as many as you had, even as many as you're having - bad day are real and they're valid and it's, if nothing else, impossible never to have them. but pls try to remember that good days will come soon bc you might not be ready to flower yet, while everyone you know, booms - that's okay. (being hella corny rn, i know) flowers have their own times and seasons, you might just be the winter hyacinth to their summer blooms and there is no shame in that and you should get reminded of how there are so many amazing new things ahead of you - you'll find new friends, new hobbies, new places and a lot of other exciting things to make life worth living.
try your best to keep up.