I wasn’t going to post this, but I went searching for a picture from 10 years ago out of sheer curiosity. Here is my #10yearchallenge I decided to post, mainly because I look at that picture and have a few thoughts. I wonder why I was so insecure in High School. Truthfully, I didn’t like a damn thing about myself. My hair, face, my arms, my clothes.. and now I sit here and think “what was her problem, she wasn’t that bad” 🤣 anyways, If i could go back and tell that girl anything, I’d tell her to learn how to love herself and do it quick. I’ve always been insecure, and this year is the year I put that behind me. And as should you ❤️ #youarebeautiful#bornthisway#loveyourself#resolutions
At this time a year ago we were in Punta Cana relaxing and sipping on dirty monkeys🌴
We have been dying to go back to a tropical island and forget about all responsibilities.
What has been your favorite vacation spot? We need ideas!
Also, doesn’t Court look adorable?! 🥰
There was a point in my life where i thought I'd never be happy again. My whole world revolved around you, and only you. The thought of never seeing you again, or feeling your lips pressed against mine was excruciating. It felt as though my heart would stay crushed forever. Until now, i noticed I'm fine without you. I smiled. I laughed. I found happiness in the smallest things. I was happy being me, it's only then i realize, if i could survive that heartbreak, i could survive anything. I learned to live without you but i never forgot you. That's the funny thing about love because it took me a long time to forgive and forgot the pain you caused, but a piece of you always remind within me. I couldn't brush off all the good memories we shared and sweep them under the rug as if they meant nothing. So i put you in a safe place in my mind, hiden far far behind, in order to make space for new memories to build with someone new. You see, i deserve to be happy again, even if it's not with you. And even though i might reminisce about us every now and then, it doesn't mean i miss you. It simply means i haven't forgotten who you used to be.