For my new followers who don’t know my story thought I’d reflect on it today 💭
👉🏽Left pic was 2014 after competing in bodybuilding for almost 2 years, I developed anorexia. (Anorexia athletica). This picture doesn’t represent the lowest my weight went **BUT I want to remind you that eating disorders and mental health issues look different on everyone. Just because someone isn’t severely underweight, it doesn’t mean they are not struggling with their health behind closed doors.** I struggled for a while to heal my relationship with food and life honestly. I was suicidal, hopeless, and yet on the surface- I was “successful”. Girls at the gym complimented me for getting so thin, I had a great job in marketing, I had a bodybuilding trophy, I was modeling and people who didn’t know me probably thought I was ‘killing it’ - I wasn’t. I was slowly killing myself and that’s the dark truth of it. I’m so happy that I experienced life changing shifts and picked myself back up- but I gained a lot of rebound weight and struggled to find balance for a while.
👉🏽Right pic is recent- I’m nearly 20lbs heavier, I’m stronger, I’m full of life. I went through my recovery completely vegan and the plant based lifestyle was actually very healing for me. I went through therapy, I continued seeking truth and everyday I feel more and more blossomed. Now I can actually say, yes I’m killing it💅🏼 in many avenues of life- but it took WORK and it took perseverance. I overcame one obstacle at a time: food, inner peace, self image, authentic living, love for others, my message, work life. And I’m still going- I’ve really just begun. I’ve even recently experienced MORE life changing shifts and feel like I am constantly shedding skins of my past self, and this newest version of me is night and day compared to the old me in that photo.
🌼if you’re struggling with mental health, depression, ED, etc please take this as your sign to get help. Talk to someone. Take the steps to love yourself, your body, your life. It’s work but it’s so worth it🌻
Sending you all love🙏🏽

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  • phoenixfit1
    Great job! I am on a weight gain journey as well. In trying to build a booty and confidence. Come check out my story! - 8 hours ago
  • kedgerh
    👍🏽👍🏽👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 - 2 days ago
  • prateeshrana
    Good job dear people like you are inspiration for millions I wish an fantastic future for you may God give you enough strength and courage to send your message to the entire world ... God bless you and other people like you... you guys are the real messengers of God...😇😇😇😇 - 3 days ago
  • johny.cach
    Real amazing transformation 👏 - 3 days ago
  • johannes.nz
    Well done and thank you for sharing. It takes a lot for people to admit their struggles in fear of being judged. I battled anorexia and bulimia for years. It was me judging myself for 15yrs. I finally told my story and didn't care what people thought. I fought it and won and that's all that matters at the end of the day. Thanks for sharing again. - 4 days ago
  • mighty_mighty_d
    Bless. 🙏🏼 - 4 days ago
  • felipecastillo928
    Amor gains!! - 4 days ago
  • monkeyninja559
    That’s Motivation👌🤘🤟🤟💪🦵 - 4 days ago
  • solomon.holmes
    So inspirational!! Keep it up🔮 - 4 days ago
  • yukihiro6118
    Wonderful❤️ - 4 days ago
  • brenzventures
    Thankyou Bianca your very inspiring and you look far more professional and beautiful NOW! The other looks well average not formed and not strong👏🤙 - 4 days ago
  • arthur_67hd
    Congratulation for your improvement and for being an example for others !! - 4 days ago
  • zafar_zaib_lehri
    ...yeah...you really worked hard and now you got the rewards which are so much fruitful . ...and .I am personally so so so so much inspired by you .....God bless you.❤❤💋💋 - 5 days ago
  • 4gunrights
    You putting in work, congrats ❤️😍🔥💋 - 5 days ago
  • christina.renee.elliot
    I needed to hear all of that. Thankyou for sharing 💜 new follower... love your posts! - 5 days ago
  • jacquesegallant
    Love it thank you for sharing your story and journey - 5 days ago
  • allisoneveridge
    you are such an inspiration! what a strong and truly beautiful woman. sending u all my love 💕 - 5 days ago
  • mambabeachwear
    😍📸 - 5 days ago
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